PetPeeves on TEACHERS

1) takes a million days to mark a test

2) unfair marking (COUGH ROZEN)

3) picks on students

4) makes fun of students (well, I guess it's funny...not when it's me :D )

5) tells the class what the answer is, and then when you write it on the test, he marks it wrong (COUGH DYKSHOORN)

6) hates you for no good reason

7) boring that you end up falling asleep every class

8) doesn't remember your name

9) makes tests or assignments due like the very next day

10) if you need help, they don't help you

11) they are never in class half the time

12) writes the messiest notes on the board

13) can't teach for lifeeee!

14) takes forever to read a handout (COUGH STABLEFORD)

3 Wishes

If you had 3 wishes, what would you wish for?

A car? A million bucks? World peace? Happiness?

In beauty pageants, when the contestants are asked this question they often answer "To end world hunger" or "To end poverty" blah blah blah.

I'm not saying those are not good answers, but if I had 3 wishes I would with for:

1) to have a million more wishes

2) happiness

3) currently : 100% on the physics test!

Well it's harder than I thought. I wish I had the fairy godparents or a genie in a bottle! Sometimes I wished that I could wish for anything I want but I guess its life. We're stuck in this unfair world! So if you had 3 wishes, what you would you wish for?

"I LOVE YOU"

So yesterday my friend and I were talking about the sentence "I love you"

3 words that hold such powerful meaning.

We were talking about how girls or guys say it so easily. After 2 days, its the "OMG I LOVE YOU GF/BF" and then after another 2 days, they break up and go "OMG HE WAS ALL I HAD."

...kay no. -.-

I'm not an expert in this field, but seriously, it amazes me at how easy girls and guys spit out this 4 lettered word. They say hate is a strong word but they say love so easily. If I was to seriously start dating and stuff, I wouldn't say the "ELL" word until I'm ready for sure. I won't let him pressure me into saying it. And if he says it to me and I'm not ready, I'll just sm:)e. TEEHEEE yup, me and my friend were talking about it for a good hour! LAWL CAKES.

(: But for those love teenage birds that say I love you to each other, GOOD LUCK (:

LALALLALLLAA now back to homework....

I think this blog was pointless....but i felt like I had to write something (:

+♥

At youth kosta, this man named Joel Gordon came to talk to us. He was talking about how he quit his job (as an actor!) to spread the word about God's love. He created something called the "Love Movement." He was talking about how society is looking at LOVE the wrong way. It's not about the chocolates, the rings, the dates, the sex, the WHATEVER. It's about God's love. The love that made him die on the cross for us. This love movement is basicallytrying to spread the word about what real love is. When it's valentines day, the whole day revolves around the word LOVE. But we are celebrating the wrong type of love. He said to us, "When valentines day comes around, I want to hear about God's love, not the chocolates or the other stuff." I thought he was right. So if you guys want to join the movement, click here!

and basically the +♥ is a symbol. The plus sign represents the cross that Jesus died on, and the love he had with him. (: So whenever you use the heart, add the cross beside it!

(: Youth Kosta 2011: Change the world through the heart of Jesus Christ!

600 students plus staff!

DAY 10: Ten Ways To Win Your Heart

I'm not picky, I just have standards (:

1) Funny or some kind of humor.

Like they don't have to be like comedian funny but I want to have a fun time with them instead of crying for a better conversation. I love having a good laugh (:

2) Conversation starter

Yeah I'm kind of shy it would be easier if they come up to me and start the conversation. It's easier for me and him :) OH and texting me first ...teehee

3) This is kind of obvious: Cares for my feelings

Asks for how was my day was, or if there are anything bothering me...and when I tell them, they actually sound like they care. Ask questions instead of sounding like you're forced to listen to me.

4) Good with parents

Yeah, my parents are pretty picky. The guy has to be really respectful by saying thank yous, byes, etc. If my parents don't approve you, you're going to have a hard time. (:

5) SURPRISES (:

Kay I'm not going to lie. I love those cheesy stuff from dramas...but not like over the top EXTRA CHEESY...it's so cute!

6) The littlest things

like remembering the small conversations or holding the door...you know those gentleman stuff!

7) TRUST

Yeah I should be able to tell you my secrets without being leaked the next day. And they should be able to trust me too. Sharing secrets/trust brings the relationship closer :)

8)SMART

Academic plus common sense. If I need help with school I want to ask for help. I'm not saying like all 90s for report cards but I don't want to date a guy who has an IQ of a pencil. And common sense...thats explainable (:

9) Christians.

I think guys who are really close with God is really attractive. They can be a good example for me. There are these older university couples at church and they are soo cute. They go to sermons together in the morning, or go to retreat. And parents said I better marry a Christian and I think so too! (:

10) NICE

Like you got to respect my friends and stuff. You have to repsect who I am and sometimes I'm going to have those days where I want to stay home in my pjs. (: You got to respect my lazy couch potatoe days or days where I am pmsing x)

oh the bonus: I think guys who have big adams apple are attractive...and like long necks LIKE WES FROM WONG FU :) TEEHEEEE

AND THIS CONCLUDES MY 10 DAY CHALLENGE...cept it was like 20 days long. Oh well (:

Day 9: Your Sibling

Well most of you guys know I only have one older brother David.

I haven't talked to him in a while now.

Ever since he went to university, I get to see him once a month or sometimes once in 2 months.

I guess that's what happens. We grow up and we live our own lives.

I miss him though when I'm by myself in the basement at 3 in the morning.

I'm used to looking behind and I see him on his computer playing his computer game,

or him sleeping on the couch and he gets pissed off cause I turn on the TV.

We were never those siblings that got along together.

We bonded through our kicks, swear words, or those death stares.

I miss him and we have our moments where we we do something nice to each other for a change.

(:

day 8: Things you want to say to five different people

1) Mom can you make me dinner?

2)Mr.Macdonald, I didn't start my ISP book yet.

3) I might sometimes hate you to guts, but when I need a talk, you're always there. (L)

4) "screw you" <----you better get this joke.

5) (nothing)

DAY 7: your view on drugs and alcohol

Drugs and alcohol are the works of the devil. You can live your whole life without touching those things. I've heard many stories about what kids my age have done when they were under the influence.

Alcohol is okay once in a while, when you drink responsibly. I think parents have a big role in this. I think the first drink should be with a responsible adult so they teach you how to drink moderately.Or else, teenagers will want to experiment themselves when they go to parties, and then BAM....they get wasted. My parents don't drink. I never see them drink so theres not alcohol in the house. My dad said he is going to give me wine like not those "sips" but like a legit glass of it. It tastes bad. ICKY.

A lot of people my age drink during parties and I know some people that do drugs. I just hope they know what they are doing and be safe.

Day 6: your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is

* Sorry for not updating guys! I was at the church retreat! Which I'll write about soontimess!*

SINGLE (:

I'm kind of an expert at it you knoww? Valentines day comes around, and I'm part of the single awareness club!

What do I write about? :|

LAWWWWWWL

the end.

DAY 5: five things that irritate you about the opposite/same sex

GIRLS:

1) Slutty Clothes:

People created clothes for a reason. They are to COVER UP your body, instead of showing the whole world where your vagina is. Girl, we know you have a vagina so put some underwear on and cover those tummies.

2) TOO confident/cooky:

You try to give them a little constructive criticism and next thing you know, you have a whole gang of girls trying to break you apart. I don't know...I guess they are always used to the whole positive comments that when they get that "oh I think you should change this" they see it as "war."

3) Make-Up like a Clown

I'm not against the people who put little make up like concealer, foundation, etc. But if you always look like a circus show, then we have a little problem. You don't have to hide your face behind make-up. Use it to enhance your features instead of looking like paint exploded on your face.

4) Desperate girllllllls:

If the guy liked you, then he would like you. Don't force him to like you. I don't wanna see you on facebook always flirting with him or whatever when clearly, HE DOES LIKE FRIGGING LIKE YOU. Get over it....:)

5) Do not care about school:

They skip classes, and I would see them doing nothing outside of class. What's the point of skipping class to do nothing...might as well sit down in class and LEARN. They would come to class, don't open their binders (if they even have those) and just do NOTHING. Like seriously, if you want to work as a clean lady at mcdonalds, grab a pen and write something!

*I sound so mean D: *

BOYS:

1) Swearing

Well, I occasionally swear when I'm losing at a game or something falls on my finger, but if you throw out the A-Z bombs every other word then you got a problem. You can express yourself without swearing. If you think you're so "G" swearing then go get your brain checked. :D

2) Pants that go to the floor:

The floors do not need to get cleaned by your pants. Those are janitors jobs. What's more stupid is that they wear a belt. What's the point of a belt, if it does the opposite of its purpose. I don't want to see your underwear. Please put your pants up.

3) Players

One day, you see them with GirlA...next day GirlB...if you really wanted a girl, you would spend the time to get to know the girl. Making one girl feel special > flirting with 10000 girls.

4) Fags

It's like a game if they can say the meanest thing to your face. That does not make you funny or cool, it makes you annoying. Oh and guys who thing they can get the girl by making fun of them...no....that's a elementary school thing. Don't do that in high school, or you'll get bitch slapped.

5) WHINERS

kay I don't need to know you broke a nail. MAN UP. I like guys who still share their feelings and emotions but constantly whining that your dad won't buy you shoes will get you smacked in the face ^^

DAY 4: How You've Changed In The Past 2 Years

1) More sociable/outgoing?

In elementary school, being in the same school with the same school for 4 years, we didn't really need social skills. We already knew everyone and had our own group of friends. When high school started, I was put into situations where I didn't have my friends in classes, so I had to learn to make friends! And I guess I'm still a little shy when I meet new people, but I'm still trying

2) Better clothes?

Kay I'm not saying my clothes are straight out from a seventeen magazine. I used to buy all my clothes from La Senza Girls and Jacobs. Now I buy clothes from a variety of places? :)

3) Oh..I got fatter. LAWWWWWL (yeah I'm running out of ideas)

I really gotta lose the weight before summer starts. FRIG christie got phat. D:

4) School

With the start of grade 11, I guess I try harder at school...but not hard enough. My parents are putting a lot of pressure on me with the whole university thing, so schools been stressful, and the whole 3 sciences + english does not help one bit.

5) Time Management Skills

Yeah it got worse these past 2 years. In grade 9 I would start my homework early and sleep at 1 at lastest. Now 1 is the earliest time I go to sleep. Assignments, studying and homework are always last minute. Sigh......

6) Friends

Now that I'm a junior, I know people who I would like to be friends with, and people that are just annoying. :)

7) I got cooler...wait I was always cool. C'YEAHHHHHHHHH

(jokes....)

*this blogpost was hard*

DAY 3 - Ten Things About You

1) I may seem shy at first, but once you get to know me, I open up really easily.

2) I am artistically challenged unless it's construction paper. I can't draw...not even stick people but when it comes to making something really pretty with construction paper, I am the pro :D

I made that baby and all the other stuffffff :)

3) Before high school, I had my hair in a ponytail 24/7. I never went to school with my hair down.

4) I like it when people need my help. It makes me feel like I have a purpose to be in this world. It can be something small like a math problem to something big like being part of a performance.

5) I dislike shopping. Before I used to go shopping, but now it's too much work. I get frustrated by clothes. "should I get this one or this one?" I guess my parents hate for shopping rubbed off to me.

6) I never drank, smoked, did drugs, or all that other crap in my life. My parents don't drink so there is never alcohol in the house. I am proud that I am clean. And I don't think you need alcohol to have a good time...after all you want to remember the fun you had right?

7) I have no talents. I can't sing, dance, beat box, play any instruments. I wished I had these talents, but I don't have :( sniff sniff.

8) I like funny people. If you make me laugh, 99% likely imma like you. But don't try too hard...you might get annoying. :D

9) I don't like rap. I don't know what they are saying and I think of them as bad role models....and that they can shoot me. They look scary with their guns, cigarettes, alcohol and drugs. D:

10) God put me on earth for a purpose. I am still trying to figure out this purpose.

Day 2- Your Parents

I guess I never really talked about my parents in my blog. Well currently my mom is so mad at me right now cause I didn't call her while I was out. :\ She yelled at me to get out of the room. Ouchie.

MAMMA JEONG:

So she is the best korean chef you will ever meet. She had a job where she had to cook for the korean representatives that lived in Canada. I guess that's where I got my cooking skills from. I always see her making all these yummmy colourful korean food.I hope that I can make delicious food for my own family in the future. She is a very kind woman that has her days. She has those "omg my mom is going to kill me" days and those "Oh my gosh, I have the best mom in the world." She protects me from death when my dad tries to kill me. We have our mom to daughter conversations. My mom has a tendency of saying no and then surprising me with a yes. Like so many times I would ask for her to make me late night snack and she would say no. A couple of minutes later I would go up and she would've already made it. She picks me up from school even if she is tired from work. She comes in the morning to give me a back massage so that I can wake up easier. We might have our death glares but whenever my parents fight, I am always on her side. I love you mommy (L) (A)

PAPA JEONG:

Papa Jeong has bigger mood swings than Mamma Jeong. One minute he wants to hug me, the next minute he is throwing my clothes out the door (well he hasn't done that in a long time). There are many times he threatens to kill me if I dont clean my room or tidy up the washroom. Well I don't blame him. If my daughter did that, I would take away all her clothes...or rip them up. (6) I guess I am daddy's girl. He buys me things I need, like I go to the grocery market and I will beg for ice cream and he will get it for me eventually. He might have his tantrums from time to time, but its his hugs that make my day. :) I love you dadddy (L) :D

When we first came to Canada and they started their store, I never really got to see them. They would come home around 9 and we would eat dinner. Then I would go to my computer while my parents watched TV. During that time, well I guess even know, I don't really appreciate the things they did for me. ALl the hardwork they did so that I can have the things I want. Other kids dream of living in a house like mine, or have the clothes I have. I should be really thankful for having such great parents. (: Thanks mom and dad :)

Day 1- Your Best Friend

I have many close friends, but I don't really consider any of them as my best friend except for one. She was my friend since grade 4 and we became really close in grade 8-now. If I want to go to the movies or shop or even chill, she is the number gal I go to. Now that she has 4th period this semester, I barely get to see her. And after schools she is constantly busy with all her clubs and her work. She is busy during the weekend but she still finds the time to chill with me once in a while. She is into business while I'm into the sciences. I am pretty sure that after high school, we will go to different universities that are hundreds of miles away. But I'm pretty sure that we will keep in contact. She told me once that after university that she might go to Hong Kong for her career but it's okay. There is always email and skype. (:

I might get pissed off at her sometimes cause she always cancels our plans but whateves. We have our poo related conversations and imaginations of us throwing meat at the restaurant that kicked us out. We have our lazy-watch-tv-at-my-house-days where I make her the greatest food and desserts that I could make. She gets the greatest presents I want (like the pens I really like) and I get her the things she likes. (: Biffles for life home skillet!

ps. I hope you read this and start crying your eyes off....or just...get me a car (H)

Stupid PEOPLE

They think they know everything, and their decisions are the best.

Like other people's ideas are so stupid.

Well, you know what? You're stupid.

Like if my friend wanted to start dating you or whatever, I would be like, if you want to be bossed around and get bitched at then SURE why not?

You're not going to have a stable relationships cause you're going to have so many fights with your partner saying that they are always wrong, blah blah blah.

Get over yourself.

Don't Cry

I guess I've been really stressed out these days. Do you ever have that moment where you don't know where you belong? Which friends are really your friends? Who you can trust? What university you want to go to? Why you are the way you are?

Well everyone goes through these phase...but it's so hard. There's so much weight on us. School is not helping at all. Assignments, tests and presentation all are due on one day. Teachers are not the best at teaching. Seriously, it's actually so stressful these days. I have so much homework. Chemistry is the hardest course. The teacher is such a hard marker - getting the lowest mark i've ever gotten in high school. My parents don't know about this. This is what makes it so hard. I hate keeping secrets from my parents. But if i tell them, they are actually going to kill me. They are not going to understand about my teacher. "Oh well are all the other kids doing well? Why not you?"

Other courses are fine, but each have their cons.

And I don't know. Everything just seems a little off. Like I'm not being myself lately. My friend told me that I've been ignoring him at school and stuff, and I feel really bad. I guess with the math tutoring, and essel, my minds been a little off lately. I knew this semester was going to be hard but never this mind stressing. Even if march break is coming, it's not even a break. I have retreat and all these presentations, reading to do.

I just want to go to a corner and cry. :(

ps. Don't Cry - 간종욱 It's a nice song.

Do you ever feel.....

Do you ever feel like no matter how hard you try, the other person doesn't notice it? You go through all the obstacles to do whatever, yet they don't appreciate it as much as you thought they would?

And there's that situation where you tried your best to make that one person happy, and there seems to be another person that did less than you, and they appreciate them better? It's actually such a piss off. Like you spend your time and crap, and it's just like "that's it? I expect a bigger thank you or a bigger reaction."

Well, I guess thats life. Whenever this happens to me, I don't want to do all these nice things to people cause they won't appreciate it. What's the point? They will always have another friend that will make them laugh harder, give them a better present or help them much better than me.