I wanna move to a new school...and my parents said I can if i really wanted to. I've been thinking what it would be like to be at a new school. It would be weird at first trying to make new friends but I think I'll be okay...
I've been feeling really down lately with who my real friends are these days. I think I'll write what I wanna say to some people:
1. We've been best friends for so long, but for the past 2-3 years, I feel like you haven't been respecting me. Whenever we're just by ourselves, you're the besttest friend but whenever there are other people around, you talk to me as if you hate me, or I am the biggest loser you know. It feels like you don't wanna be friends with me anymore. You really don't know what i've done for you during the past 3 years of high school, and you don't appreciate that. I always knew you were going to hang out with a different group of people ever since high school started, but I think you've been ignoring way too much these days. I try talking to you on msn, but I get no reply. I try, but it seeems like you're trying to make a distance between us. If you just don't wanna be friends with me, just tell me cause I think you're hurting me more by doing this.
2. So before high school started, we were all friends. But since last year, all of you guys started hanging out together excluding me. Now you guys are the best of friends, and I'm the loser that eats in the cafeteria doing my homework by myself. You guys always go to the movies together, while I stay home. During a party, you guys are all huddled up doing whatever.... thanks....
3. I've been pissed at you this past week because of the way you've been talking to me. You say you wanna eat lunch with me, but I see you somewhere else. It feels like I need to book an appointment with you to talk to you. When I told you of a problem you said "oh, sorry it was because of me" ...yeah thankss...
ugh, I am disliking my life at the moment.
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