University Depression

I think I'm depressed. Not in a way that I need medical attention or I need to go into therapy, or not even the one where I have to take medicine. I have the typical university depression. This term SUCKS. The weather is disgusting outside, we've had 8 months of school and my marks have dropped 10-15%. I knew that engineering/university was hard, many many people told me. However, I thought I was strong enough to get through it....I guess not. So many people in my class seem like they have it all, time management, social life, and the BRAINS. They are so smart, I actually don't get how they get 90s to perfects. Here I am trying to pass my exams while they are trying to get perfects. If I'm having trouble now, how the hell am I supposed to do this for another 4 years?

And I feel like I'm losing so many of my close friends. I'm not even close with my floor mates anymore. I barely talk to them. Everyone around me seems like they are enjoying university.  The other day, I was thinking to myself, "Am I doing this university thing right?" Aren't you supposed to make memories? Like I do want to attend parties but at the same time, I don't want to because I'm so behind on work. I always see pictures on facebook, twitter and instagram of people partying...like st.patricks day for example. It looked so much fun, and at the end of 5 years, I won't remember the shear force of a rod but the memories I make with my friends....Can someone tutor me about life as a university student?

But it's not to say that I don't have any friends. I do have friends, but I feel very lonely. And I'm always tired. No matter how much I sleep, I'm always so tired. Oh and I feel like my relationship with God has gone very very low. Where is that Christie after she came back from Mexico Missions trip that was fired up with Faith? I feel so lost. I don't know what to do...university sucks ass....

just a month left to go...lab exam, lab report, term test, 939392 assignments and 4 exams to go. Sigh, university please go away.

I guess I should pray about this.